10-19-2016

The day after 10-19-2016, I sent the following email out to ten women. The responses were so rich, that I wanted to share the whole experience. Much gratitude for those who participated in this exercise. I feel that we already accomplished some movement.

“yesterday i felt a subtle change in the energy field particularly around the feminine consciousness shifting back into the main stream awareness.
i thought there might be some world event or news that would reflect this yesterday but i have not heard anything.
so it remains just a very strong feeling that i am having and some collaboration from a few other intuitive people. but they are not getting anything as strongly as i am.
but i feel we need to give more awareness to the feminine energy overall right now. and the thing that came up towards the end of the day most and this morning is the greatest sadness. i feel so much grief over this issue and how it has it affected so many of us.
that is what i have so far.
otherwise, i can tell there is a shift coming soon. what that will look like? it could be small. i can just feel the tension between things is brewing.”

Some of the voices that responded….

“there is a lot of strange energy in the air right now.  & people all over the place are acting crazy.”

“another reply to your email about universal energy we feel.
I think this happened in my various stages of sleep and dream last night.
I had an insight that all we experience and feel is not personal…….it’s the pain or judgement of our community.”

“I’ve been thinking about this since I read it last week.
What keeps coming to mind is that it’s darkest before the light. There is so much awareness of sexism, racism, environmental plunder bubbling to the surface in these recent months, so many people putting themselves on the line to call it injustice and fight for what’s right that the feminine energy will prevail. The powers that be aren’t going to give up without a blood battle though.
The grief- is it over all that could have been? All that could be?
I think we have been made stronger and resilient by the struggles, and because of them are ready to educate, nurture and build up in others the change that needs to occur/will occur.”

“Yes!!
My experience is less intuitive and subtle and more in my face. Things have been coming up in the last couple of days that bring my awareness to the same. I have felt strongly that the stuff that is coming up is reflective on what is going on collectively. It’s all bubbling to the surface and my feeling is that it will get uglier before it gets better. I’m holding on to the awareness that this is necessary in order to better weather the ride.  More will be revealed regarding next steps.
Thank you for sharing.”

“Personally, I am struggling to regain control over my own body and spirit. So maybe I am being influenced by this shift because I am very unsuccessful so far.
Grief and sadness accompany change, but hopefully progress will be made overall.”

“ I can relate to the grief. A lot of my own personal experiences have been coming up and I’ve been reframing them. I can barely count the number of women who I’m witnessing experiencing similar. I will honor your wish to be discerning in sharing. In my opinion, I feel it’s very important to speak about it openly and don’t mind you sharing anything I share with you with other women. I’d love to hear other’s perspective if they are willing to be heard.” 

“so, here’s to lifting the gaze a little in the name of seeing more.
more specific to your hit: in general, i’m seeing that shift, in a steady but subtle sort of pace.  the women around me are exponentially wise, sticking with what their lives bring, egoless (which is what sets the pace, in my mind), and ever-exploring the depths for greater understanding.
and i almost hate to fold it into this conversation, but the one good thing about this election is that it has revealed the climate we’ve all known our entire lives.  even if the horribly petty and degraded mind of that man is nothing like the men we know, it points to a subspecies we navigate regularly and that has had massive amounts of influence over this world.
the effects of our consciousness being buried underground these last decades are wide and deep, but in that same motion, we have been working underground.
like the 17 year cicadas… taking only what we need, influencing/quietly, mutually benefiting it by working.living.loving among it’s root system.
it is powerful.”

“feel what you do, and i feel anxious and confused by it sometimes.
i feel called to perform/participate/create some rituals to help me understand.. poetry, fire, darkness… a women’s circle or gathering…”

“i think you are speaking to the healing of the feminine in this culture. something we must give energy to both personally and collectively.
maybe more importantly, take seriously and not shy away from supporting it out in the open. my feeling is as we explore and push the boundaries in a loving way,  we see a refection in our greater experience. truly, i am tired of the established patterns of relating, the ease of patriarchal concepts and the stifled, embarrassed, shameful emerging of the feminine in the world.  i don’t want to be fearful of coming out any longer. let’s talk more.”

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