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“I can only walk as best I can falling down time and time again. But I must go on, even on my knees as far as I can. The world is an illusion of my imagination, there is only the here and now. God is all. All is God. This is quite easy for the intellect, but to be it, one must transcend. I am a simple man and I don’t know the answers. I don’t think of tomorrow, or yesterday what is there that is left. Out of nowhere the light will appear. All happening on Earth, follow the natural law where there is darkness only the sun to shine. What we go through is only for our own good. If admit it as easy to say with every battle fought and won the stronger and we fight anew. Dark then light then dark then light.” 5-31-1972 Brindaban India Bernie Kagan…

I think we all harbor a resistance to the Fall. There is a brief flare of incredible beauty in the turning foliage, in the indigo sky, in the bounty of harvest and then it all descends downward into a season of death and stillness. Every year I feel this desire to turn away from the emotions of Autumn. I console myself with the busyness of the impending holidays and the many festivals and events. There is a lot to unpack here, collectively as a culture we tend to edge away from all things involving death and dying. I am no exception, yet, in order for things to begin, they need to end. It is just a simple fact. The birth, death and rebirth cycle. In the time of Metal, there is an end, a decomposing of nutrients, a return to the Earth. There is a space created, this can be…

“ If you are violent inside yourself then you will be violent outside. If you are critical to your self, then you will be critical to others.” R. Schwartz Using the same logic, love yourself and you will love others. It is always pleasing to me when I can overlap a Western psychotherapy model with a Chinese medical model. Richard Schwartz unpacks the concepts of multiple parts within each person, by inviting them to dialogue with the adult within, to restore health to the system of the Self (with a capital S). In Chinese medicine there are similar theories, one we call the Shen (with a capital S). Shen is the greater consciousness and each individual is a mirror of the holographic system. Little shen is a representation of the state of trauma within the heart space, in a human body. If the little shen is disrupted then there will…

Can Mother Earth sustain me? The art of giving and receiving nourishment. If I steward the Earth, will she in turn, take care of me. A relationship…. We are in an ongoing pandemic, the weather patterns of the planet are shifting drastically. There are less of the basic resources such as wood and clean water available. The balance of nature and human life is disrupted. Earth season is a good time to nurture and exchange healthy energies with the planet. There is an abundance of vegetables and fruits for our current consumption and to put in storage for the coming colder months. It is time of deep gratitude and appreciation for the planet and for the cycles of life. It is a time of stability, containment of boundaries- holding the energy as it transforms- there is always flux. We have an opportunity to collectively heal some of the traumas of…

We crash right into the zenith of the year. It is a hot and fiery season. The height of Yang, bees buzzing, multitudes of insects moving, birds singing, flowers expanding in bright blossoms of color and scent. Let’s romance the fuck out of ourselves, open up the throat chakra and let out a blood curdling howl. It is Fire time, Fire time, Fire time, a mantra of devotion. It is an orgy of experience, a fest of light, an expression of Love. The healing of hearts happens now. We can harness the fire energy and open ourselves up to new experiences, let our inner truths fly. Express our desires and practice communication. Sing, laugh, chant, yell, dance  and cry, it is a time of union. Make love to yourself, by feeding yourself nourishing delectable foods, go skinny dipping under the full moon, build a fire, make ritual, have enriching conversation with your…

According to Ibram X. Kendi, you are not officially an activist unless you were responsible for changing or creating new policies. As far as I know, I have not been a catalyst for any policy shifts. But I would call myself a pedestrian activist, I have been instrumental in shifting many a mindset and overall acceptance of the rainbow of expressions of the human form, including the myriad of ways in which we love each other. The Wood months, a season of renewal and growth. Time to do that “Spring cleaning”, this is not limited to a physical act, it is more akin to a mental and/or emotional experience. The root of illness is found in an imbalance within, a resistance to transmute or to simply allow change. What are the blocks stopping us from morphing with the trend of our lives? This is the essence of Wood season. The…

This Tide Will Recede As the cold bright stillness of Winter settles upon us and the new year looms on the horizon. 2021, many people are hanging their hats on this coming year being better than the much despised current one. As we putter out of 2020 on the last dregs of fumes in our tank, I check inside and feel, I am confident that this coming year will be brighter than the last. It will not be business as usual, back to the grind of ignorance and consumption. No, we are in for twelve months plus of repair and resilience training, re-patterning the collective nervous system . The hard-work of making change stick and not just slipping back into the old patterns that have sustained disease for the last two centuries. I recognize the renewal of an energy, that has been absent. I have craved this energy my whole…

ONE OF THE HAPPIEST MOMENTS IN LIFE IS WHEN YOU FIND THE COURAGE TO LET GO OF WHAT YOU CAN’T CHANGE. anonymous Metal season is upon us. The focus in on the Lung and Large Intestine meridians. Everything is precious, each moment is unique- a snapshot in time. Letting go of what does not serve us, breathing in the impermanence of the life cycle. Metal has an edge, as well as a soft warmth. This is the time of year to breathe in as many creative ways as you can come up with.